28 Aug: The girl in the white dress

Every day, anytime I see my daughter laying down with her eyes closed I either must immediately look away or I have to walk away because the pain is too much that I immediately start crying. This little girl was…

28 Aug: Fish Out Of The Water

We all know what happens to a fish out of water, after too long the fish will die from lack of its natural resources. I have felt like a fish out of water for so many years the world that…

28 Aug: FAILURE

Failure. What is failure? Failure is what most humans in everyday life fear the most. Failure in school, failure at work, failure as a parent or a spouse and believe it or not failure of SUCCESS! Whatever the case may…

28 Aug: Darkness

On a day to day basis there is a void inside, an internal blackhole that lies dormant waiting to suck you into it with no chance of escape. I say this because regardless of how much success one has or…

28 Aug: Comfort in CHAOS

Each and every day the adrenaline rush is at a deficit for me. The constant urge for that rush of emotion, loud noises, explosions, ducking for cover, shooting, being shot at all of that equals that fact that I find…

28 Aug: Who am I?

PTSD. I first heard those 4 letters shortly after my 14 consecutive months in combat. This was not just your run of the mill 14 months. They were 14 months filled with so man expletives that if I listed them…